Worse Than the Government

I’m tired.

That is all.
A little stressed, too.
But mostly tired. 

Sometimes

I feel like I’m five hundred different people and I hate every single one of them

Two weird feelings

1. Whenever I don’t have my phone on me or access to the internet I get this strange sense of panic in the back of my head. I always feel as though something is going to happen and I’m going to miss it simply because I left my phone somewhere for an hour or two. Why does it even matter if I miss “it,” anyway?
2. Whenever I feel as though my time is being “wasted,” I get this weird feeling that I don’t get from anything else. It’s almost like anger combined with the feeling of being trapped in a small room. I try to enjoy every moment, so I don’t know why I feel like my time is being wasted.

Also, my new favorite word is frisson.

A sudden strong feeling of excitement or fear; a thrill: “a frisson of excitement”

I am health

Also sweat.

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I’d done
But I don’t wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn’t catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

This song gives me the happs

Too Lazy to Post on Tumblr Anymore, Soz

This has been a post.

I’m still alive.

Had a really nice day <3

• Bonded with kitty
• Made yummy breakfast
• Showered
• Went to talent agent
• Transposed
• Composed
• Fluted
• Bonded with puppy
• Did laundry
• Studied
• Read some manga like a bau5

Now I’m switching between studying, transposing, and manga breaks.

Also, I wore my glasses all day and don’t have any make up on B) BADASS